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Friday, February 18, 2011Y

Today I had this dream about somebody ...

It left an impression on me because I felt so skeptical about this whole thing , the validity of my interpretation of this dream .

Anyway , I was in my bedroom with her , we were talking about something , it seemed abit like a confrontion , ok maybe like a revelation of underlying issues and resolving misunderstandings ...

Through that dream , it was like she was telling me why she was acting like this ...
Something that I said but I can't seem to remember what , but I think I know .
In the dream , she said that she saw it on Facebook but idk really -.-"

Then she sat at the window , and asked me to help her get through this hard times .

Although she was sitting at the window 7 stories high , but she wasn't threatening me , she was asking for my help , abit desperate but if I don't help , most likely she'll find another person .

I remembered those eyes when she asked me for help , it was so compelling ...

Then after that it just faded into another dream which I don't have much impression on .

I've said too much things about her and one of them pushed her away from me .
I'm not sure however , if she's really crying for help or it's just a metaphor in the dream.

It's too late now , words cannot be taken back so easily , it will always leave a scar .

So what if I am sorry now , can that sorry make everything right ?
No , I've learned not to be naive .

That's why , I will never love again :)

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